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Post by soar1 on Dec 10, 2012 19:03:45 GMT -8
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APRIL 2ND, 2012 -- 8:12 PM
"No," Vaughn stated, not deigning to look away from his view of the Los Angeles skyline. For those who were unfamiliar with him, he appeared the very picture of indifference, his face kept carefully expressionless.
As for those familiar with Vaughn Granville and his odd little quirks, he represented a much different picutre-- the clenching of his fists, the subtle tautness of his brow. He feared that if he indulged himself now, all the pent-up emotions that swirled around the thoughts of that man would crush his mental dam and overwhelm him. "Look," his PA Jamie tried, "I know this is hard for you, but they would really like to meet their half--"
"I said, no," he snapped, his voice dropping to a low growl. "Stop meddling in shit that's not yours, Jamie."
A moment of silence passed. "Very well, sir," she muttered cautiously, allowing for another pause before continuing with "as for your interview with--"
"Reschedule it. Beg, pull a favor, threaten, or-- I don't know, just-- please. I really don't want to see anyone right now," his voice trembled on the last sentence, a momentary weakness he allowed himself. She said nothing, but after what seemed like hours, she patted his back and walked off, the click-clack of her heels echoing in his head.
When she left, Vaughn put his head in his hands, heaving a sigh. [/style][STYLE=margin: 10px; font-family: georgia; font-size: 19px; color: #ffddff; text-align: justify; text-transform: uppercase; margin: 0 10 -15 10; letter-spacing:-3px; line-height: 13px; text-shadow: 1px 1px 0px #000; text-align: right;]I WANT TO DO BAD THINGS WITH YOU[/style] |
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Post by emil on Dec 11, 2012 6:55:02 GMT -8
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❝I suspected my soul, being mischievous, might slip away while I was dreaming and fail to return . . .❞ |
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellspacing,0,true][atrb=cellpadding,0,true][atrb=width,400,true][atrb=style,background-color: #EDEDED;][atrb=vAlign,top][STYLE=width: 350px; font-family: arial; font-size: 10px; line-height: 11px; color: 474747; padding: 5px; text-align: justify;] [STYLE=width: 100px; height: 100px; background-color: e8e8e8; float: left; padding: 3px; margin-right: 8px; margin-bottom: 1px; border: 3px solid #2F2F2F;] [/style] THE YOUNG MAN'S DAY HAD only begun. Having spent the daylight hours napping, Emil only emerged after darkness had enveloped the city. This was the best time for doing business, really. Emil had come to The Queen Mary for the same reason he usually turned up in up-scale places like this - to pick targets, to study them. Now, for example, a man probably not much older than he had caught Emil's attention. He looked... vaguely familiar. A model, perhaps? It took Emil longer than he would have liked to identify the familiar-looking young man as Vaughn Granville, the rather popular actor. Despite living in Los Angeles, Emil had apparently neglected to pay much attention to celebrity culture. He made a mental note to make sure to change that in the near future. Sitting at the opposite end of the room, Emil's eyes had been been fixed on the man for a while now. Surveying him through slitted eyes, Emil watched him send away the woman - a personal assistant? manager? - before slumping in his seat. Perfect, he's distressed so his guard must surely be down. Emil took a deep breath to collect himself. Within a heartbeat his usually emotionless face was lit up with a well-practiced, charming smile, and he was striding over to join the rather famous Mr Granville with a confidence that wasn't truly his own, drink still in hand. "Long day?" he said sympathetically. Despite the warmth in his words, Emil was cautious enough to hang back, anticipating a reaction. Bars were theoretically social places and small-talk was a norm, but... People sometimes reacted unpredictably, so he had to be careful. [/style] |
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DATE: April 2? I hope you don't mind me jumping in~ Sleepy, so please ignore any typos[/style] |
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Post by soar1 on Dec 11, 2012 17:56:14 GMT -8
[atrb=cellpadding, 0, true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style,width: 400px; background-image: url(http://subtlepatterns.subtlepatterns.netdna-cdn.com/patterns/tiny_grid.png); border-top: 45px solid #221144; border-bottom: 25px solid #221144;][STYLE=border: 3px solid #221144; height: 100px; width: 100px; background-image: url(http://i.imgur.com/e3k9j.png); float: right; margin: -65 -20 10 10; border-radius: 50 50 50 50;][/style][STYLE=margin: 10px; font-family: georgia; font-size: 19px; color: #ffddff; text-align: justify; text-transform: uppercase; margin: -35 -5 5 10; letter-spacing:-3px; line-height: 15px; text-shadow: 1px 1px 0px #000;]I DON'T KNOW WHO YOU THINK YOU ARE BUT BEFORE THIS NIGHT IS THROUGH[/style][STYLE=margin: 10px; padding: 5px; background-color: #fff; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 10px; color: #000; text-align: justify; text-align: justify;]Self-righteous anger shot through Vaughn's veins. What kind of sick fuck would try and make small talk when he was in such a state. Soon enough, though, it faded away to a resigned fatigue, and the cutting retort that had been building up died in his throat, his resentment stored away for a more deserving target.
"I guess you could say that," he offered cautiously. A paranoid creature at heart, Vaughn was weighing the odds of this guy (judging by the voice-- he'd yet to look up) being paparazzi versus an awfully friendly stranger-- or a tipsy one. While it would be most satisfying to air out his family's (if one could even call such people family) dirty laundry, he still, regrettably, had his reputation at stake. "My life certainly could be simpler," he sighed.
The show business was all glory and fame and decadence until the second you slipped up, and the moment you did, those sparkling white smiles disappeared and you were tossed in the bin of old and forgotten... if you were lucky. Humiliation was one of the media's most developed skills.
"Do you love your family?" he asked absently, still not even so much as glancing up at the newcomer. He stared, instead, out the window, a far-away look in his green eyes. It was a simple question, if not an odd one. Vaughn expected him to say yes. It was normal to love your family; your mother, father, brothers and sisters (or in Vaughn's case, half-siblings). Yet, for those who deigned to call themselves his relatives, he felt nothing-- no matter how far he looked down into his heart. For his father, he felt nothing; nothing but a deep-rooted hatred. The old man was dead and gone, and yet, his influence remained. [/style][STYLE=margin: 10px; font-family: georgia; font-size: 19px; color: #ffddff; text-align: justify; text-transform: uppercase; margin: 0 10 -15 10; letter-spacing:-3px; line-height: 13px; text-shadow: 1px 1px 0px #000; text-align: right;]I WANT TO DO BAD THINGS WITH YOU[/style] |
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Post by emil on Dec 12, 2012 5:59:19 GMT -8
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❝I suspected my soul, being mischievous, might slip away while I was dreaming and fail to return . . .❞ |
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellspacing,0,true][atrb=cellpadding,0,true][atrb=width,400,true][atrb=style,background-color: #EDEDED;][atrb=vAlign,top][STYLE=width: 350px; font-family: arial; font-size: 10px; line-height: 11px; color: 474747; padding: 5px; text-align: justify;] [STYLE=width: 100px; height: 100px; background-color: e8e8e8; float: left; padding: 3px; margin-right: 8px; margin-bottom: 1px; border: 3px solid #2F2F2F;] [/style] THE QUESTION CAUGHT EMIL a bit off guard – he had approached people like this dozens of times, and never had someone asked him anything personal, usually it was the reverse. And it was better that way, because in the not-so-distant past whenever someone were to upfront asked Emil about himself, he would feel his mouth go dry and throat close up. Thankfully, Emil had already prepared a new disposable persona. Tonight he was going to be Elliot Chamberlain, an apprentice curator at the British Museum. His accent (Received Pronunciation only, of course) which developed over the five years he had spent in England for schooling allowed Emil the luxury of getting away with it, assuming he didn’t slip up and make a mistake. And that could never, ever happen – not after all his training and meticulous preparation. If all goes well, maybe he’ll be able to convince Mr Granville to buy some unique pieces… which would of course be high quality forgeries. “A loaded question…” His voice trailed away, as if he were thinking. Since Vaughn had asked in the first place, Emil assumed that the answer Mr Granville wanted to hear would have to be in the negative. No one would ask such a question if they were themselves entirely happy, right? Shoving aside the memories of backpacking with his father and travelling to France with his mother, Emil heaved a sigh and gave a small shake of his head. “To be quite honest… not really. I guess it would be more accurate to say that we all tolerated one another,” he said softly, flashing a thin smile that could have easily hinted at a deep-seated bitterness and resentment. Emil held a meaningful pause before continuing. “Why do you ask?” His tone was gentle and just a tad curious. Emil made sure to pick his words carefully as it would be too easy to spook the man, or maybe provoke some sort of aggressive reaction. Even at that moment, Emil swore he could sense some tension, which was understandable given the fiasco with that woman just moments earlier. So the best course of action would be to gloss over it as quickly as possible by establishing some level of familiarity through self-disclosure, a gateway to trust, if you will. [/style] |
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Post by soar1 on Dec 12, 2012 17:52:23 GMT -8
[atrb=cellpadding, 0, true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style,width: 400px; background-image: url(http://subtlepatterns.subtlepatterns.netdna-cdn.com/patterns/tiny_grid.png); border-top: 45px solid #221144; border-bottom: 25px solid #221144;][STYLE=border: 3px solid #221144; height: 100px; width: 100px; background-image: url(http://i.imgur.com/e3k9j.png); float: right; margin: -65 -20 10 10; border-radius: 50 50 50 50;][/style][STYLE=margin: 10px; font-family: georgia; font-size: 19px; color: #ffddff; text-align: justify; text-transform: uppercase; margin: -35 -5 5 10; letter-spacing:-3px; line-height: 15px; text-shadow: 1px 1px 0px #000;]I DON'T KNOW WHO YOU THINK YOU ARE BUT BEFORE THIS NIGHT IS THROUGH[/style][STYLE=margin: 10px; padding: 5px; background-color: #fff; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 10px; color: #000; text-align: justify; text-align: justify;]The stranger was taken aback by the question, if the tone in his voice indicated anything. Not an unusual reaction, Vaughn supposed, though he still felt a flush of frustration at the fact that he'd not yet answered. While usually a more patient man, he tended to be high-strung and moody when stressed. "Very," he said dryly. It was a yes or no question; did he really have to think so long about it?
He smiled bitterly when the dark-haired man answered. It was...unexpected. Vaughn had been waiting for a of course i love them sort of reply. Misery did love company, after all. It pleased him that this man, if nothing else, was honest-- though, it all felt a bit odd. But Vaughn wasn't in his top form with all this bullshit going on at the moment, and therefore he declined to delve more into that thought.
He shrugged at his inquiry. Vaughn wasn't in a mood to be picked apart, even in such a subtle manner, but he indulged this stranger anyway, taking a sip of his wine before he spoke. "I..." he began, "it's just some old family...grudges, I suppose," grudges on his part, at least. He was willing to admit that.
"If you can even call them family," he muttered darkly. Vaughn had always resented what they represented. The life he could have had. The life he'd wanted to have. His father's legitimate children had received the love and attention of both of their parents, while he, the more deserving child, had been left in the dust for being illegitimate--
--that is, until the old man had up and decided that he actually felt guilty about the whole thing, and then that leaving a chunk of money and a nice apartment behind has an apology was a good enough apology.
Bitter, indeed. [/style][STYLE=margin: 10px; font-family: georgia; font-size: 19px; color: #ffddff; text-align: justify; text-transform: uppercase; margin: 0 10 -15 10; letter-spacing:-3px; line-height: 13px; text-shadow: 1px 1px 0px #000; text-align: right;]I WANT TO DO BAD THINGS WITH YOU[/style] |
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Post by emil on Dec 13, 2012 6:39:37 GMT -8
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❝I suspected my soul, being mischievous, might slip away while I was dreaming and fail to return . . .❞ |
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellspacing,0,true][atrb=cellpadding,0,true][atrb=width,400,true][atrb=style,background-color: #EDEDED;][atrb=vAlign,top][STYLE=width: 350px; font-family: arial; font-size: 10px; line-height: 11px; color: 474747; padding: 5px; text-align: justify;] [STYLE=width: 100px; height: 100px; background-color: e8e8e8; float: left; padding: 3px; margin-right: 8px; margin-bottom: 1px; border: 3px solid #2F2F2F;] [/style] NEXT ON HIS CHECKLIST eye contact. Real, sincere eye contact was of course necessary to establish a connection. Emil had seen fleeting glimpses of his own reflection in mirrors, and he could see that even on a neutral face, his piercing blue eyes were almost inherently defiant, always intense and searching for something. And that wasn’t right, these operations are not interrogations and nobody must feel under scrutiny. So at this stage, Emil had to be absolutely relaxed. Angling himself opposite Mr Granville, Emil tried to catch the man’s gaze. He looked curious, maybe, with his brow creased into a concerned frown. “Oh… Did something happen?” In the past, his wonderful partners in crime had accused him of over-acting or simply laying it on too thick. God, what he would give to have Mallory do this sort of work for him. Of course, Emil had objectively improved, largely because of the many hours he had spent observing others. In cafes, airport lounges, and bars like this. No, that’s not to say that Emil was ever necessarily bad at this – he was just more comfortable with a different persona. The arrogant investment banker or the equally arrogant playboy son of a shipping magnate was easier to portray than the soft-spoken and sensitive museum curator talking about family issues with a random stranger at a bar. Perhaps the explanation for that is rather simple – Emil had met plenty investment bankers and playboys with the world at their fingertips and was therefore able to pick up their mannerisms, the manner in which they spoke and how they held themselves. This was a challenge, and that in itself was rather exciting. Suddenly, as if remembering something, Emil gave himself a little shake and straightened up. “God, I’m so sorry, I forgot to introduce myself. Elliot Chamberlain, pleasure to meet you Mr…?” he said flashing a pleasant smile. Familiarity – giving a name, an identity, to what would otherwise be yet another forgettable face among the flickering lights of Los Angeles. Hopefully the accent would give away his foreign-ness and Mr Granville would thus not expect the man to know who he was. Though he hadn’t encountered them himself, Emil had heard of celebrities with painfully large egos and apparently not recognizing them could earn you an earful of ‘ Don’t you know who I am?!’ Vaughn Granville didn’t seem like the type, but even so… [/style] |
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DATE: April 2 . c:[/style] |
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Post by soar1 on Dec 15, 2012 12:38:21 GMT -8
[atrb=cellpadding, 0, true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style,width: 400px; background-image: url(http://subtlepatterns.subtlepatterns.netdna-cdn.com/patterns/tiny_grid.png); border-top: 45px solid #221144; border-bottom: 25px solid #221144;][STYLE=border: 3px solid #221144; height: 100px; width: 100px; background-image: url(http://i.imgur.com/e3k9j.png); float: right; margin: -65 -20 10 10; border-radius: 50 50 50 50;][/style][STYLE=margin: 10px; font-family: georgia; font-size: 19px; color: #ffddff; text-align: justify; text-transform: uppercase; margin: -35 -5 5 10; letter-spacing:-3px; line-height: 15px; text-shadow: 1px 1px 0px #000;]I DON'T KNOW WHO YOU THINK YOU ARE BUT BEFORE THIS NIGHT IS THROUGH[/style][STYLE=margin: 10px; padding: 5px; background-color: #fff; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 10px; color: #000; text-align: justify; text-align: justify;]"I guess you could say that," Vaughn murmured, a small sigh escaping him. For the briefest of moments he appeared as vulnerable as a newborn kitten, his shoulders and head bowed in defeat. He wanted to laugh. Why was he even spilling anything to this stranger? There was something persuasive about the way he spoke to Vaughn, and something within him wanted to just let go, to whisper all his secrets into this man's ear.
The more cynical side of Vaughn kept him from doing that, though, reminding him that it was more than likely that he just wanted the latest scoop on Vaughn Granville, to sell to the press.
Curiosity and a slight amount of resentment made Vaughn look up at the man he'd been conversing with. Vibrant green eyes locked with piercing blue, and for a moment he just stayed in that awkward, turned-head position, his gaze boring into the stranger, studying his features.
"A pleasure, I'm sure, Mr. Chamberlain-- there's no need to apologize," he said, giving Mr. Chamberlain his interview smile as the words rolled elegantly off his tongue. He carefully considered whether it'd be worth it to keep up a pretense of not being Vaughn Granville, superstar.
Going back to his previous thoughts, he decided it wasn't, as his face was plastered around the city enough that it was nearly impossible to go out in public undisguised. Glancing down at his shades, lying folded on the table, he cursed his familiarity with the bar. "Vaughn Granville," he said dully, holding out his hand for a handshake as he scrutinized Elliot, searching for some sort of recognition of his name.
Whether it was his own vanity, his cautious paranoia, or both, Vaughn wasn't sure. All he knew was that he certainly was not in the mood for the same old oh my god seriously that indicated a follow-up of can I get an autograph?
"Please, sit," Vaughn indicated the sleek leather chair next to his own with an elegant, casual roll of his hand. He supposed it was the least he could do; Vaughn was ruthless, but he always paid his debts, large and small. [/style][STYLE=margin: 10px; font-family: georgia; font-size: 19px; color: #ffddff; text-align: justify; text-transform: uppercase; margin: 0 10 -15 10; letter-spacing:-3px; line-height: 13px; text-shadow: 1px 1px 0px #000; text-align: right;]I WANT TO DO BAD THINGS WITH YOU[/style] |
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Post by emil on Dec 16, 2012 6:27:54 GMT -8
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❝I suspected my soul, being mischievous, might slip away while I was dreaming and fail to return . . .❞ |
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellspacing,0,true][atrb=cellpadding,0,true][atrb=width,400,true][atrb=style,background-color: #EDEDED;][atrb=vAlign,top][STYLE=width: 350px; font-family: arial; font-size: 10px; line-height: 11px; color: 474747; padding: 5px; text-align: justify;] [STYLE=width: 100px; height: 100px; background-color: e8e8e8; float: left; padding: 3px; margin-right: 8px; margin-bottom: 1px; border: 3px solid #2F2F2F;] [/style] UPON HEARING THE ACTOR introduce himself Emil allowed a shadow of acknowledgement to flicker across his face, of minimal intensity but enough to show that the name at least sounded familiar. He gave a small, gracious smile, just as he had been taught to do when meeting guests at dinner parties before stretching out his right hand to give Mr Granville a handshake. Emil was thankful that he was left-handed and had subsequently been holding onto his glass of wine in his left hand, leaving him free to give a ‘good’ handshake (‘good’ because according to Mallory, cold and clammy hands do not make a good impression, at least on the subconscious level). Emil obliged and took a seat opposite Mr Granville mouthing a ‘thank you’ as he did so. This was good, a satisfactory level of contact had been reached, and this gesture implied that Mr Granville, Vaughn, had at least some interest in him. And that was good, because Emil hated losing and he wouldn’t want to be forceful or pushy, which would likely be the tactic he would be forced to resort to if things don’t go his way. Actors tended to have a safety-net – unlike private businessmen and the like – which would make any non-personal con borderline impossible to put through. But this was something new, and Emil was prepared to rise to the challenge, even if he felt the smallest twinge of guilt about it. Maybe, if things go exceptionally well, he could keep Vaughn around as a source… Propping his chin up on his elbow, Emil’s eyes slid towards the city backdrop. Imagining that he was being forced to take some rather unpleasant medicine, Emil’s face twisted into a faint grimace. “Regarding what you said earlier, about family… I’m a bit relieved, to be honest. What I mean is, we’re always told to love our relatives because of blood-ties, but I just… can’t. It’s not that easy. I suppose I’m just glad to meet someone who seems to feel the same way. It’s a first.” Emil’s gaze had returned to Vaughn and he was now searching the man’s face for a reaction, not entirely sure what to anticipate. In fact, he may have been laying it on a bit thick, but the risk may well be worth it. [/style] |
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Post by soar1 on Dec 16, 2012 17:01:12 GMT -8
[atrb=cellpadding, 0, true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style,width: 400px; background-image: url(http://subtlepatterns.subtlepatterns.netdna-cdn.com/patterns/tiny_grid.png); border-top: 45px solid #221144; border-bottom: 25px solid #221144;][STYLE=border: 3px solid #221144; height: 100px; width: 100px; background-image: url(http://i.imgur.com/e3k9j.png); float: right; margin: -65 -20 10 10; border-radius: 50 50 50 50;][/style][STYLE=margin: 10px; font-family: georgia; font-size: 19px; color: #ffddff; text-align: justify; text-transform: uppercase; margin: -35 -5 5 10; letter-spacing:-3px; line-height: 15px; text-shadow: 1px 1px 0px #000;]I DON'T KNOW WHO YOU THINK YOU ARE BUT BEFORE THIS NIGHT IS THROUGH[/style][STYLE=margin: 10px; padding: 5px; background-color: #fff; font-family: tahoma; font-size: 10px; color: #000; text-align: justify; text-align: justify;]Something inside Vaughn made him relieved at the sight of the man's grimace. He was, indeed, not alone in having memories of his relatives that were numerous and most unpleasant, it seemed. "I'm sure there's plenty of like-minded folks out there..." he said, a sigh escaping his lips. "It's just not something that people talk about over dinner or anything."
He followed Elliot's gaze, losing himself in the vast spread of the city below. "You know," he said softly, his voice full of hesitation. "My father...he..." Vaughn paused. What was he doing, spilling his life story to a stranger? Knowing someone's name was different from knowing the person.
"He was married to a woman other than my mother," he managed, his voice an uneasy murmur-- different than the usual charisma and confidence he displayed. "Even after he found out, he didn't do anything, and the help he tried to offer my mother? It was either everything or nothing for her. She was a proud woman."
He allowed for a pause, looking away from the skyline, and down at his hands. Vaughn flipped them palms up, staring into the lines. "She raised me to hate him. I grew up with that mentality, and now-- now I can't help but question if he really was the monster she made him out to be." he smiled bitterly. "But he's dead, and now my half-siblings want to meet me."
He looked back at Elliot, shaking off the trance that had come over him. "Sorry," he muttered, "I didn't mean to unload all the gruesome details on you; my family is fucked up and I don't know how to put it all back together." [/style][STYLE=margin: 10px; font-family: georgia; font-size: 19px; color: #ffddff; text-align: justify; text-transform: uppercase; margin: 0 10 -15 10; letter-spacing:-3px; line-height: 13px; text-shadow: 1px 1px 0px #000; text-align: right;]I WANT TO DO BAD THINGS WITH YOU[/style] |
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