ATTICUS JAEGER
Civilian
TATTOO ARTIST
That day you see the stripper you slept with at the store and you both reach for the melons. Shit.
Posts: 60
MINI INFO - GENDER: Male
MINI INFO - D.O.B.: July 12, 1972
MINI INFO - OCCUPATION: Tattoo Parlor Owner/Artist
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Post by ATTICUS JAEGER on Mar 7, 2013 21:36:32 GMT -8
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“We keep meeting like this, and people will start to talk,” Atticus said, a spark of mischief in his brown eyes as he offered his hand. “And you and I both know it won’t work, sweetheart,” he added gently, a breath filled chuckle punctuating the end of that sentence. In spite of the warning, his charge boldly accepted his gesture anyway; a rainbow lorikeet, her colorful feathers ruffled, chest puffed out, sidled onto his extended fingers and gripped them with her feet. She tilted her head, one inky black pupil, rimmed by gorgeous orange, peering up at him in an accusing manner. Atticus’ smile widened. He brought her closer to his chest and tenderly pressed a fingertip to the cerulean feathers under her throat. The bird whistled her delight, cocking her head up to give him better access; her orange beak butted his fingers harmlessly when he stopped, earning another chuckle out of him. “You’re insatiable,” he mumbled. He reached into his pocket for a sheer plastic cup, only a few inches wider than a thimble. An equally tiny plastic lid kept the liquid nectar inside contained; he popped it off with his thumb and let it drift to the concrete walkway—he’d pick it up later, he told himself as it clattered to the ground—and offered the prize to his admirer.
The beautiful bird perked up instantly, tiptoeing her way across his palm to dip her beak into the sweet liquid. “Mm-hm. You just want me for my food,” Atticus confirmed, still smiling as he lifted his thumb and brushed the emerald feathers on her back. She really was an alluring animal, he thought; her feathers were painted with so many vibrant, passionate colors that it was difficult to look anywhere else. He found himself sighing though, the shrills, whistles, squawks and general cacophony of the aviary bearing down upon him like a predator sensing a moment of weakness. He should not be here—he should not be doing this to himself.
Atticus stiffened a little, his shoulders squaring, eyes narrowed, but the animal perched in his hand never once flinched or recoiled from the tension rising in his body. Eventually, the dark feelings and doubts could do nothing more than simmer unpleasantly at the back of his mind, but they were strong enough to chip away at his happy smile—until his bird reached out, a twinkle in her eye as her beak nipped at the leather sleeve of his black jacket. Sometimes this aviary could be populated with throngs of people, but no matter the crowds, the shrieking, happy children, the raucous laughter and conversations, or even the dreariness of his own memories, this tiny bird managed to reel in his attention again. She was a little Empress, this one, bold and used to adulation, and it seemed that he had impressed himself upon her for the umpteenth visit.
Go figure, he thought, his rigid posture melting, pupils mellowing.
There were thousands of birds here, and only one seemed to come back to him, time and again. He snorted softly, stepping away from the wooden railing of a small bridge. Warmth and afternoon sunlight fed into this part of the aviary, bathing the loamy, green foliage and fauna in delicious light. He gave his Empress one last scratch under the chin before pocketing the empty nectar cup, and kneeling to pick up the discarded lid.
“Let’s see if we can get you a refill,” he grunted, rising to his feet. But Atticus wasn’t paying attention to what he was doing—he turned, cupping his hand protectively around the lorikeet—and bumped into the person standing in front of him. The bird in his hands squawked unpleasantly and fluttered for an instant on his palm, but Atticus barely noticed her, his gaze shifting. “Sorry buddy,” he said slowly, “didn’t see you there.”
Time Stamp: April 25, 2012, 3:36pm Notes: Finally, a first post. WC is about 600, but you don't have to match it.
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Post by lumorai on Mar 18, 2013 21:08:20 GMT -8
[ Words could not describe Nantan's joy as he wandered around the Aquarium, attempting to control his urge to jump in thrill as he passed each of the tanks. He really couldn't believe that they had just given him Wednesday off this morning. He hadn't even been able to get his clothes out in the morning before he got a call from his boss, telling him that there was no space for him to work, as they were remodeling the wrecked offices on the bottom floors. It was an odd way to wake up, no doubt, but Nantan wasn't complaining. As Yuyutsu always said, “Never challenge the judgment of a merciful bear.” That didn't mean that he had to sit around all day. From an early riser's point of view, 9 AM was more than early enough to explore LA. Despite being a permanent resident in the bustling city, Nantan had never really visited any of the major tourist attractions, as he had always considered work his first and foremost obligation. So, where he went was decided with a quickly typed list of all the possible venues, followed by a randomly picked location. After eating a quick breakfast and throwing on a plain shirt and some jeans, he left his house and headed towards the Aquarium of the Pacific. Fortune must have smiled on him today, as there was little traffic from his house to the Aquarium. It was only 10:30 when he made in the door, a feat no less worth mentioning as this was Long Beach of all places. Soon, he was inside the massive structure as well, awed by the sheer life force pulsing from behind glass cages. Grabbing a map, he enthusiastically made his way down the right side, pausing to read more about each animal he saw. It was a bit of a shock, really, to find out that so many animals and so many ecosystems could be contained in boxes created by man. Yet despite that, the animals still seemed content, never once seeming to doubt their own freedom. The difference in attitudes between Junya and the fish was astonishing, really. While a gentle horse, Junya was still a mare, full of life and slight impatience. When left in her pen, she seemed restless, always trying to convince someone, in her own way, to let her out. The small sharks, however, knew nothing about their solid constraints. It was as though he didn't exist to them. They didn't whinny or whine for release. Yet, each and every single one of them reacted to each other in a different manner, as though they were all neighbors of the same old neighborhood. Some of them were meek and hid, cowardly waiting for prey, while others were boastful and thought they were the hot shots of the tank. Chuckling, Nantan noted that they were like simpler versions of humans who lacked the ability to consciously choose their attitude. He stood up and leaned forward, touching the tip of his sharp nose against the glass. It had been so long since Nantan had felt so childish, so excitable. With a quick glance to either side to make sure he wasn't obstructing the flow of those milling around, he backed up and sat against the touch tanks right across the room, silently observing the ebb and flow of the tank. It was only 11:10 he noted, meaning that he still had about 5 hours or so before he needed to head back. With a smile, the newly converted fish watcher began to make up stories, rationalizing the attitudes and the motions of the mindless fish as if they really were aquatic humans. Nantan played this game for a while, ultimately giving up in return for the calming and soothing blankness that washed over his muscles and mind. He felt so... free, as though there were was nothing he had to put his walls up for in the first place. As he watched the game of hide and seek the reef sharks were playing, he felt an empty drop in his stomach. With a confused look at his watch, Nantan was confused at the time his watch read. It can't be 2:30 already, he thought, though his stomach told otherwise. Reluctantly he stood up and touched his palm against the tank in a mournful fashion. He really did not want to part with his friends. However, lunch was more important now, and quite frankly, he didn't want to have another dizzy spell. After eating lunch at the café, Nantan decided he still had a little more time to spare. Consulting his map, he made his way to the Lorikeet Forest, preparing himself for the shocking change in volume between the two areas. However, the chatter from the birds was pleasant, filling the entire area with a vibrant and amicable atmosphere. The first thing he noticed was the bright wings of the beautiful birds, capturing the soft lighting as they moved. Nantan's trepidation was soon replaced with an eager desire to interact with the birds. After getting a vial of nectar, Nantan started heading over to a corner of the area as he spotted a brown eyed lorikeet slowly making its way towards him. As he headed over, he was backed into by a very familiar person. “Atticus!” he said, surprised at seeing his closest friend here. He gently bent down to get on eye level with the lorikeet, looking at Atticus' as he did so. “It's alright, don't worry about it.” Spotting the bird his friend was holding defensively, Nantan grinned. He hadn't seen this side of his friend before, and it was nice to know that Nantan wasn't the only one whose demeanor changed around the animals. words 947 |notes Nantan's like a large child.| tagged Atticus | timestamp here THIS TEMPLATE CREATED BY ELYSE
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ATTICUS JAEGER
Civilian
TATTOO ARTIST
That day you see the stripper you slept with at the store and you both reach for the melons. Shit.
Posts: 60
MINI INFO - GENDER: Male
MINI INFO - D.O.B.: July 12, 1972
MINI INFO - OCCUPATION: Tattoo Parlor Owner/Artist
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Post by ATTICUS JAEGER on Mar 23, 2013 21:02:43 GMT -8
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“Nantan?”
Atticus blinked, but his hesitation lasted only a moment. With the lorikeet still clinging to one of his fingers—her jeweled eyes squinted at Nantan as she cocked her head, feathers unsettled—he raised the hand that had been shielding her and shoved a few bangs out of his eyes. “Not expecting that,” he mumbled. Not that running into Nantan, here of all places, was a bad thing. But it occurred to Atticus that at this hour, Nantan would normally be at the office, filing paperwork or otherwise absorbed with a client or law enforcement officer. Business, especially law, required a lot of time and effort. Atticus however, had reached that magical point in his career where he was not constantly required at the tattoo parlor to keep things running smoothly. His assistants were fully capable of maintaining the ink, customers and general inventory while he was gone—and if they didn’t, he’d kick their ass and throw them out the door when he came back.
No big deal.
Atticus looked around for a moment; he hadn’t bothered to bring a watch with him. He was due at Bleeding Ink in an hour or so to follow up with an appointment. Yet another perk of reaching a state of mastery in this art—his clientele often had to schedule their visits if they were looking for quality work from him and not from one of his assistants. “Day off at the office?” Atticus asked casually as his thoughts dispersed, gaze dropping to the small bird in his hands. Another small smile played across his face when his gaze flicked up again. Nantan definitely seemed like an animal person, so it didn’t really shock him that his little Empress seemed to be inching her way across his fingertips to get a closer look at his friend, charmed. Once she had her fill, Atticus briefly lifted her up so that she was level with his own face and broke out with another chuckle as she leaned forward and touched her beak to his nose in a gesture of gentle affection.
“I know what you’re thinking,” he said to Nantan a moment later, eyes flashing and a smooth smirk replacing the smile as he observed her jaded feathers. “This is probably the last place you’d expect to see me. But this girl’s had her eye on me for some time. No matter how hard I try, she keeps dragging me back. Women,” he huffed matter-of-factly. A thoughtful glint entered his eye as he traced a finger over the lorikeet’s feathers. “Or maybe it’s just love; love that’s more than love, that’s got nothin’ to do with what or who we think we are, that makes us do things we wouldn’t normally do—yeah. That’s what it is. The kind of crap that can be so damn annoying sometimes,” he chided. However, the playfulness in his gaze betrayed him. Even as he said it, there was a hint of mischief behind those words, as if he didn’t quite believe it. Maybe this was what customers sometimes sensed in Atticus when they sat in his parlor and spilled their hearts with their words, how some of them whined, pined or grieved like lost souls searching for a hand—any hand—to reach down and help them up again. But words, like ink, could run. People complained so much they might as well leak poison—and the way Atticus figured it, they looked to him to purify—justify—their wounds. Which he couldn’t do. Hell, he couldn’t reason, much less right his own hurt. But there were hints of wisdom in Atticus, obscure and valuable like rare gems. They were simply guarded by a sleeping dragon, and he could not seem to let them slip from his claws easily.
“Here. She seems to be a one-man bird, but she loves that stuff more than she loves me,” he finally added. Noticing the nectar Nantan had brought with him, Atticus gently handed over his lorikeet.
There was a fleeting second where, as he entrusted her to Nantan, he stared into the all-seeing-eye tattooed into the skin of his palm. Its judgment smacked of impertinence. He frowned. Sometimes when he looked at that carefully drawn symbol, it’s bold, almost fiery lines entranced him—sucked him in—his gaze mellowed. He seemed to stiffen and brace himself against something—and that was when the reminder barreled into him like a bellowing bull. Inwardly, he cringed.
Once upon a time he would have come here with her, and she would be the one obsessed with the birds while he looked on in boredom, hungry for a smoke but knowing he couldn’t have one. There were rules here. No smoking allowed, he thought, remembering the bark of one of the bird keepers.
Atticus furled that same hand into a fist and shoved it into his jacket. Just like that, the memory was gone; it left an emptiness inside him that made him wish he could take out his pipe and satiate it with tobacco. It had all happened so quickly he doubted Nantan had noticed much of a difference—but for once he felt the need to explain. At least, a little.
“I used to come here with a friend,” he admitted under his breath. “A long time ago." Atticus paused. His brow furrowed, briefly. "She liked the birds more than I did back then.” Another chuckle, which helped him to relax again. “They used to shit all over my clothes. Not fun, trying to wash it out.”
Time Stamp: April 25th, 3:40ish Notes: Yay. Finally. A post from me.
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Post by lumorai on Mar 26, 2013 11:18:26 GMT -8
[ Nantan sat down cross legged, encouraging the bird to close the distance between the two of them. His breath caught in his throat a bit as the little bird began to coo at him, eventually nudging his arm for nectar. The bird was beautiful, no doubt, but it was so intelligent as well, aware of its surroundings and the people who watched it. Without realizing it, Nantan began to whisper to the bird gentle praises as he opened the vial, gently doling out food to the greedy moocher. “Ah, yes, they’re reconstructing the broken offices,” Nantan replied distractedly to Atticus’ question, taking a quick glance up at the man as he did so. “They gave me a forced vacation today, as I wouldn’t be able to do any paperwork anyway. I could have done it at home, but I’ve got to get out some days, don’t you agree?” He asked absentmindedly as he began to tease the bird with his fingers. Really, this was a huge contrast to fish. The bird playfully snapped at where his finger was at, eventually melting to his touch when he stroked the lorikeet’s back softly. With a gentle motion, Nantan guided his tiny friend onto his thigh and scooted around to face Atticus, looking him in the face as he did so. “Women,” Atticus commented, and Nantan could only laugh in agreement. He had had more than his fair share of greediness with Junya, who was always begging him for a ride out. “And all day long they constantly nag for food and for affection.” He teased in reply. However, Atticus’ next words were strange and unfamiliar to him. Thinking about it, Nantan couldn’t really identify with how ‘love’ felt for others. He knew from descriptions that it was powerful, but romance wasn’t his area of expertise. It didn’t follow any laws, and was filled with boundless possibilities, each one bleeding into each other with a grey sort of morality. Still, he felt as though Atticus was telling him something important, maybe warning him against it for a reason. Nantan watched his friend with confusion as he handed his little lady to him, entrusting the lawyer with two birds. His attention was soon demanded by her, however, as she perched onto his shoulder and began to nip at his hair, tugging at the dark mahogany strands. No wonder Atticus loves her, he thought as he attempted to pull his hair to the other side to escape her reach. She’s just as unruly as he is. Giving up on his hair, He gently extricated her from his shoulder and looked into her beady black eyes, her beak still filled with strands of hair. “You really are a trouble maker,” Nantan chided, pulling up the almost-empty vial. The other bird, disappointed in the disappearance of their food, followed his hand and waited for his turn with the nectar. With a gentle scratch of her wings, he fed her the rest of the nectar and picked her up to see her at eye level, examining her wings as he did so. However, that didn’t mean he wasn’t listening to Atticus. Although he seemed to be absorbed with the plumage of the Empress, he was really trying to sort out the words Atticus had said. Although he had only said a few words, his body posture gave away that he was living in a memory of some sorts, maybe reliving a past he had had with this friend of his. Nantan glanced at his friend out of the corner of his eye, feeling slightly concerned for the tattooist. He really wasn’t one to talk about the past. In fact, Nantan thought, he didn’t know anything about his friend’s past. It was almost an unspoken agreement that neither of them would talk about their true feelings. It was precisely because of this unspoken agreement that Nantan felt so cautious now, made him feel like he was treading on a tightrope which, unfortunately, Nantan couldn’t do. With a measured movement, Nantan picked up both birds and watched as they both scampered up his bare arms, singing ecstatic songs as they did so. The Empress, of course, made her way back to his shoulder to groom his hair; the other one just sat there on his arm, looking curiously at his face. Nantan turned his body to Atticus, careful to not drop the birds, and hesitated before replying. After choosing his words carefully, Nantan teased, “Ah, be careful about who you say around this one,”he motioned to his head. ”She might get jealous, and you don’t want that, now do you?” He chuckled, slightly wincing as she tugged at his hair some more. “And as for that shirt problem, you seem to be awfully confident that she won’t try to claim you. You sure that she’s your lover?”With a testy hand, Nantan reached for her. She may be beautiful, but she was far too wieldy for his gentle nature. As he took one bird in each hand, he stood up and offered the Empress back to Atticus. “Well, whoever your friend was, it’s a shame that I couldn’t meet her. She seems like a wonderful person. Here, take her back, she wants to make sure I go bald.” With a reluctant smile, he urged the bird to go back to her original male. words 978 |notes I can’t even…Sorry, Cathal.| tagged Atticus | timestamp here THIS TEMPLATE CREATED BY ELYSE
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ATTICUS JAEGER
Civilian
TATTOO ARTIST
That day you see the stripper you slept with at the store and you both reach for the melons. Shit.
Posts: 60
MINI INFO - GENDER: Male
MINI INFO - D.O.B.: July 12, 1972
MINI INFO - OCCUPATION: Tattoo Parlor Owner/Artist
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Post by ATTICUS JAEGER on Mar 28, 2013 12:20:51 GMT -8
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Ah, well that explained it. “You’re lucky you caught me, then,” he grunted. “I can’t be away from the parlor too long either.” Now he remembered. He crossed his arms over his chest and sighed. Atticus had forgotten the incident that had gone on not too long ago in the general area of those offices. He’d glimpsed something about in the paper, but hadn’t bothered to do much more than skim the details because as usual, the depressing crap reported in the media didn’t merit much of an effect on his own standing at the shop. Any local would admit that LA received its fair share of good and bad anyway—it just seemed that the bad was pummeling the citizens more often these days. Rather than wallow in despair, Atticus decided to ignore it. What happened, happened. Life moved on regardless of whether or not he cared about the small details. And there wasn’t much anybody could do these days to keep discord at bay anyway.
However, what Nantan suggested jarred Atticus out of those thoughts. “Meet her?” he parroted.
Atticus’ eyes lit up fiercely, a sudden grin breaking his somber mood and a laugh pushing up his chest. He accepted his Empress back willingly, but this new vigor did not seem to be caused by the lorikeet. As soon as she was back in his hand, she spread her wings, the light catching her feathers and giving them an ethereal glow, like sun soaked jewels. Instead of flying away to reunite with the rest of the flock, she settled on Atticus’ shoulder and bunkered down in the small gap between his black jacket collar and his neck; he could feel the brush of her feathers against his skin as she shifted around. Finally, she promptly began preening and sifting her beak over her vibrant body, completely disregarding the two men and their conversation. Fair enough, he thought. Atticus raised his hand to his lower jaw, so accustomed to her presence that he didn’t even reach up to remove, or reward her with attention. “Nantan,” he said, a breath of a laugh still in his voice, “don’t take this the wrong way. But she wouldn’t have liked you.”
He paused and his smirk grew. “Too timid,” he explained. “And too much empty passion about yourself.” Atticus held up his hand to ward off an objection before Nantan could voice it. “That’s not to say you’re fake. When you typically say you’ll do something, you mean it. You obviously wouldn’t go into law if you weren’t determined about it. But she’s the kind of person that peels past that layer—sees and notices things that you don’t want noticed. Weakness. Fear. Loneliness.” Atticus shrugged his shoulders. The Empress hardly seemed fazed. She gave a quick shiver of her wings and then settled again. “She’ll tell you like it is and make you confront it. She’s a terrifying woman,” he added, smiling, amused. “A wildfire, but tempered with humility and patience.” Clearly, he also thought very highly of her.
Atticus walked forward a few steps, stopping in front of a metal railing that kept visitors from venturing out into the nesting section of the aviary. He slid his hands back into his pockets and observed the plethora of trees and singing birds.
“I’ll let you in on a secret. She didn't like me at first either. She saw a few things in me once that were…ugly,” he admitted. Worse yet, she was right. “You know those kids you see that are always gunning for fight?" Atticus continued. "That was me. I was angry all the time. All the time, Nantan," he stressed. "And drunk. Frequently.” He snorted. “And then one day I made a mistake and being the person she was, she forced me to confront it; if I wanted a fight, I’d get one.” Atticus raised a brow and hesitated before adding, “You should have bought tickets—you’d have laughed.” His brow furrowed and he shook his head, a steel-like quality hardening his eyes. “That fight was sadder than watchin’ a one legged man in an ass kickin’ contest. She bulldozed all up and down my sorry ass. Broke my arm and everything.” He lifted a hand and waved it through the air in aggravation, glancing over at Nantan. “…but it was what I needed—and I think that’s why she wouldn’t like you. No offense, Nantan, but you’re not the most confrontational person, at least not what I’ve seen of you.” His gaze flicked back to the trees. “You’re too nice—and while you might be willing to stand up and court and support your decisions passionately, you won’t confront yourself, and that's what matters to her. Most people don’t, actually, so don't take it badly. We pick up other means to distract ourselves—like booze—and ignore our mistakes. Our fears.”
Atticus paused, a thoughtful glint in his eye.
“No, she wouldn’t have liked you at first. But then, I think, given the chance to prove yourself, you would have earned her respect,” he added. “You’re tougher than you look. You just don’t know it.”
Time Stamp: April 25th 3:50ish Notes: N/A
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Post by lumorai on Apr 1, 2013 1:37:17 GMT -8
[ Nantan didn't like the sound of Atticus' laugh. It felt mean spirited, as though Nantan had fallen down a flight of steps after stepping on a shoe lace. It was a laugh that placed Nantan at the brunt of the joke, as if he had misspoken. Yet, all Nantan had said was that he'd like to meet Atticus' friend. How was that odd? There was nothing wrong with it in context. The fact that Atticus brought her up was a natural cause for inquiry, right? Nantan began looking at the man with narrowed eyes, attempting to read into the situation. Perhaps.... perhaps this friend of his hadn't been a friend at all. Maybe she was a lost loved one, or an adversary that had affected Atticus' life. Whatever Nantan had said, Atticus' reaction was putting him on edge and made him choose his next words carefully. However, before he could ask the question Atticus was already explaining his laughter and the amusement in the situation. She wouldn't like you, he said, so matter-of-factly. He wasn't surprised, to be honest. Nantan was, after all, a prosecution attorney. He had learned to not take the threats, the contempt, or the glares seriously as he progressed through law school and then his job as an attorney. However, those reasons were typically because he had indirectly influenced the course of their life. Yet, as Atticus talked, Nantan realized that the problem wasn't others, but himself. Empty passion? Nantan thought, confused about what that meant. He knew what he liked, what he didn't like, what bothered him, what pleased him. How was he full of nothingness, as Atticus' words implied? Was he really that easy to read? He felt the bird that was in his hand hop off as he subconsciously crossed his arms over his chest. He wasn't... he wasn't used to this. It was his job to read people, to find motives and to read between the lines. Yet, here Atticus was, reading him like a book. Confirming his deepest obstacles. And Nantan would be damned if Atticus wasn't spot on. Each word affected him more, swirling around in his head along with all the questions he didn't have the nerve to ask. It was just so.... odd, really, for Atticus to say words with so much weight. In the two years that they had been friends, it had always been agreed that they'd handle their friendship like men and roll with the punches, never dwelling on the other's mistakes. Nantan had guessed a while ago that Atticus was a fighter and a troublemaker; yet the knowledge made him feel more whole somehow, as if he could live vicariously through the older man's confidence. And yet, maybe it was because he lived his life through Atticus' wild personality that he was weak. Nantan hesitantly followed Atticus as he leaned on the railing. Though he was in a contemplative mood, he couldn't help but chuckle the description of a younger Atticus: the only thing that had changed through the years was the severity of trouble making. However, it wasn't like Nantan was one to talk about alcoholism, as the bottle was his best friend, the smooth taste of wine a bitter accomplice to Nantan's soft spoken vices. It was precisely the sort of thing that set him apart from Atticus: Atticus'girlfriend had taught him to fight himself, to own up to his mistakes, while Nantan hid behind a suit and tie in order to use professionalism as an excuse to avoid personal conviction. It made sense, really, why Atticus was saying all this. Through all of those years, the two of them had always been silent observers in their friend's life, passing through with little or no comment. It really wasn't surprising that Atticus had kept as close a watch over him as Nantan did of the older man. After Atticus finished, Nantan mulled over the words in his head and lined them up according to weight. A couple of moments passed by before Nantan finally replied, “ Human nature is just like law in many ways. Sometimes, as a lawyer, you have to play the 'devil's advocate' if you will, where you offer a shorter sentence to the prosecuted in return for a promised conviction. In a lot of ways, humans bargain with themselves in the same way: if they didn't, the world would be black and white, good and evil, cowardly and brave. And since when has it been natural for a human to be pure and holy? Sometimes... Sometimes we find our vices to be a devil's advocate that summons strength and courage for us, ensuring us a shorter life sentence if we just give in to its pleas.” Nantan knew his analogy was imperfect, but it described his world in terms he could cope with and understand. “It's not so much that we-,” he caught himself as as he realized he was attempting to isolate from the situation, “It's not that I hide from my mistakes, Atticus. I am more than aware of my past and current faults. Not everyone copes the way you do, though. Not everyone is going to physically battle the demons who follow us around where ever we go. People like me don't fight like you do, Atticus. Sometimes we stand up for ourselves by letting go of purity a bit- we fight our inner demons by making dirty deals with them in hopes to learn their ways and fight them ourselves.” Nantan wouldn't be surprised if he had lost Atticus. At some point, Nantan had forgotten who he was talking to and where he was, speaking only to himself. Was he shy and lonely? Of course he was. It was only to be expected of him. But it didn't make him any less of a man than his friend just because he was more uncertain about life. Nantan knew he was alone and it scared him, but he never once gave up because of it. “The definition of being 'strong' or 'weak' isn't about how many times you are scared by the task in front of you, but how many times you've continued in spite of it.” Defiantly, Nantan turned towards Atticus, daring him to attempt to analyze him again. words 1042 |notes I'm so sorry it took so long... but I think it's good.| tagged Atticus | timestamp here THIS TEMPLATE CREATED BY ELYSE
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ATTICUS JAEGER
Civilian
TATTOO ARTIST
That day you see the stripper you slept with at the store and you both reach for the melons. Shit.
Posts: 60
MINI INFO - GENDER: Male
MINI INFO - D.O.B.: July 12, 1972
MINI INFO - OCCUPATION: Tattoo Parlor Owner/Artist
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Post by ATTICUS JAEGER on Apr 4, 2013 19:25:51 GMT -8
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Atticus slid his gaze in Nantan’s direction, his amusement at the situation only growing, his smile developing into a smirk. In fact, a small breath left his chest that might have been the beginning of a laugh, which he let disperse into a bemused sigh so that it wouldn’t further offend his friend. It was hilarious, actually, to play witness to this; in all the time that Atticus had known Nantan, he couldn’t remember an instant where Nantan had taken such a defensive, and almost flustered, stance against something that Atticus said. In a small way, it was petulant. Shame too—it almost seemed at first as if Nantan had stiffened out of shock, or revelation—because he might have learned something about himself. Oh well. Atticus It wasn’t so much Atticus’ words as they were hers. In his weaker moments he would often admit that his softer side surfaced because of her, but the moment had passed. All that Atticus could do now was offer a half hearted shrug to the last thing that Nantan said.
“Whatever you say, Nantan,” Atticus said pleasantly, looking across the aviary. In spite of the tension that seemed to have seized his friend, time moved on; the birds sang, and spectators of all shapes and sizes walked by without a care. “They’re just words, Nantan, and they weren’t my words,” Atticus began to explain, “not really.” He crossed his arms over his chest and continued to look anywhere else, but at Nantan. Atticus wasn’t sure if he could—he might rise to the challenge of Nantan’s implications. Still. Something about the talk felt good to him. “They would have been someone else’s, actually but it’s no skin off my back. Get as angry as you want; I won’t tell her about it. Will I?” He grinned playfully, more or less addressing the last question to his little Empress, still nesting on his shoulder. As gently as he could, Atticus reached up, scooped her onto his palm—much to her aggravation—and covered her with his other hand. “I’m no saint myself,” Atticus said to no one in particular. “And there’s too damn much to learn.”
After a few seconds of waiting, he finally opened his hand, freeing the lorikeet that had been trapped under his fingers. She threw him an unhappy whistle and retreated for the cover of the trees, at last growing tired of his company. The last he saw of her, his little Empress’ jeweled wings were glittering amongst the foliage before she vanished entirely amongst a sea of leaves and birds.
“By the way, Nantan.” Atticus tucked his hands into his jacket pocket, his gaze darkening. Finally, there seemed to be a sour note poisoning the amusement he felt before. There was also a slight rigidness in his shoulders. “I never won.” He’d leave it up to his friend to figure out what he meant by that, as Atticus quickly dropped the subject, shaking off the darker feelings that flickered to life a moment ago. He could not however, keep the stern edge out of his voice; he hadn't quite reached a level of anger, but there was irritation there. “Nantan. Relax. This isn’t the courthouse, you’re not on trial.” Atticus paused, lifted his gaze and raised a brow. He shrugged. “Like I said, she judged me just as much, only in my case, she was right. And women are women. They’ve got opinions,” he added, then paused. “A lot of them, actually.” Another pause, followed by a small frown. “All the time.” His gaze fell a bit and his frown deepened. “Hard to…keep up with them all, actually,” he growled, before clearing his throat and looking away. “Anyway, thank god my friend was better at noticing shit like that than I was. Otherwise I probably wouldn’t be standing here right now. My ass would be in jail or ten feet underground." It wasn't that hard to explain how Atticus knew that was the truth either, but he refused to say anything else.
There was a moment where he froze, thinking, lost again in a time where he might have been standing at this exact spot, growling in her ear that they had more important things to do than watch birds. He had always meant it more as a joke, but he could never quite seem to escape the aggravated, almost critical, flash in her eyes that made him laugh and quicken his heart. But even memories like those, so full of color, and connection, faded. Atticus would watch from the sidelines as his old self lifted his hands in an offering of peace, unable to keep his smirk at bay, the amusement hidden in his words and dancing in his eyes.
All right, all right, he had relented. We'll stay.
And then in his mind, the moment passed. The color drained; there was nothing but his own heartbeat, so slow, angry, and left behind.
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Atticus closed his eyes and turned away from Nantan. The lorikeet forest might be singing, but it felt as if a rhythm inside of him had faded a little. "I'd suggest you'd think on it," he said lowly. "As for me...I think it's time I go. I've done enough thinking for one day." His gaze skimmed over his shoulder and back to Nantan. "Shop opens soon again, anyway." He paused and raised a hand up to slide it over his face. "Enjoy your time off, Nantan. I'm sure once they fix that place up, you won't even have time to tie your own damn shoes. So be happy with what you got," he joked, though perhaps that advice could be taken in multiple ways. He shrugged halfheartedly. Sometimes Atticus had his helpful moments.
And others.
Well, other times he just needed a drink.
Time Stamp: April 25th, 2012 Notes: Edited Post.
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