CIVILIAN . KICHIROU, HARUKI (WIP)

Haruki Kichirou

Blunt. Bitter. Evasive.

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Twenty two

Date of Birth

Male

Pansexual

Civilian

Haruki has done a few minimum wage jobs like working at fast food places but is currently unemployed.

Personality

Paranoid: Whether it be because of his inherent personality or his drug abuse, Haruki has developed a rather skittish personality. Considering his less than fortunate past, Haruki finds it difficult to see the world in a positive way. It doesn’t really manifest itself by causing him to distrust others, rather it causes him to be mostly unable to see the good outcome of any situation and always worries about what bad things could end up happening.

Uninhibited: Because Haruki hardly cares about where life takes him anymore and it causes him to act without restraint in situations. Adding the facts that he regularly abuses drugs and sleeps around, it comes as no surprise that Haruki is not the most restricted person. It is almost ironic as even though he is open with his physical emotions, he keeps his deeper thoughts away from even his own conscious mind.

Blunt: As he is not at all articulate in anything he does, Haruki often comes off as somewhat crude. For example, during all of his sexual encounters, he never actually talks anyone into it, he just flat out states his intentions. Of course this has gotten him into a bad situation more than once, but he doesn’t really know any other way that he would be able to do it.

Unprejudiced: For the most part, Haruki doesn't hate any kind of person in particular. However, he isn't the friendliest person and doesn't really like any kind of person in particular either. It could be said that he dislikes all people equally. The one exception, whether or not he knows it or not is that he seems to resent those that see the world in a more positive way as he finds it to be too idealistic.

Bitter: You won't find Haruki to be the happiest person. His genuine smiles come rather rarely when he not under the influence of some kind of heavy hallucinogen. Coming along with the fact that he is rather paranoid, he just hasn't seen his life as something that is fun, and he doesn't imagine that fact changing any time soon. More then that, his past has done little to create an optimistic attitude for him. This causes him to act a little less than kind or understanding to those around him. Sarcasm often finds its way into his speech and he is not going to be the one to pat you on the back in hard times.

Evasive: Haruki always does his best to avoid talking about his past, especially when it concerns his father. Haruki avoids anything that has to do with his history both consciously and subconsciously. Part of it manifest itself in the fact that he will be overly defensive if asked about his past, which is a trait that he does not usually carry. The other part comes about in his constant drug abuse and his promiscuity. While parts of it are from his desire to relax, a good deal of it is from the fact that he does not want to have to deal with confronting anything that happened in his earlier life. He uses it as a means of distracting him from everything. He knows that he has many problems, but he never admits or owns up to any of them.

History

Haruki was born as the son of a Japanese father and white mother who had moved to America. Haruki never really knew why his father moved to the states without the rest of his family. All he knows about it comes from the limited information that his mother gives him about some kind of falling out that his father had with the rest of his family.

In any case, Haruki's father started a business and quickly became rather successful. His mother also worked as an accountant for his business. Together, they were able to afford all the things a family needed while being able to provide for a good deal of luxuries as well.


Being an only child, Haruki quickly became a focal point of attention between his parents, though in different ways. With his mother, she always seemed to want to have his attention. She essentially tried to buy his love by spoiling him with almost whatever he wanted. Haruki, still being rather young, had no problem with this, but it bred a feeling of entitlement for him, making him feel as though he would almost always just get what he wanted so long as he asked for it.

His father, however, treated him in a different manner. He was extremely strict on Haruki, especially in matters that concerned academics. His father drilled him from an early age to succeed in school even before he got into elementary. For some time, it worked out well. Haruki was more or less able to keep up with his father's demands and went through school with excellent grades. It went on like this until high school. Being unused to the sudden increase in difficulty that came from the more advanced classes, Haruki received a bad mark for the first time. It didn't take long for his father to find out and when he did, he was absolutely furious. While he was not all too worried about a single bad grade, he wanted to make sure that it didn't become any kind of a habit. His father ended up practically beating Haruki the night that he found out about the grade. He then made his already strict lifestyle even more so, preventing him from doing anything except schoolwork. It ended up taking a toll on Haruki and having the opposite of the intended effect. The stress and pressure began to cause his grades to fall even lower. As it got worse, Haruki found it more and more difficult to be motivated about work and even began falling into bad habits, though it was only those things that any irresponsible teenager would do at the time. By his senior year, he was either failing or barely passing all of his classes. Heated arguments became commonplace in his house as his father's anger only increased. As he neared the end of his last year, it was obvious that there was no way that he was going to be able to graduate. It was around this time that his personality began to change as well. Where was once a more or less normal student was now a bitter, resentful and irresponsible teenager. He had eventually become tired of all the things that he was put through and ended up simply dropping out of high school, knowing full well what the consequences would be. As expected, his father kicked him out, telling him that he never wanted to see him again.

Haruki wandered aimlessly for a day, buying food with what little money he had in his pocket and even sleeping in the streets. He was miserable, but above all else he did not want to go back, especially considering that he would likely not be welcome anyway. After the first day though, he was contacted by his mother who told him that she had got him and apartment in L.A. and that she also provided some money for living expenses. Though he was still resentful of any aspect of his old life at that point, he had no real choice but to take her charity. After settling in, Haruki entertained himself mainly by aimlessly walking around. He found few minimum wage jobs, but was never able to hold any of them and mainly relied on the money that his mother gave him. One day during one of his random walks, he ended up having someone come up to him and offer to sell him drugs, and it wasn't anything small, Haruki had been offered LSD for the first time. Where most people would have instantly left, Haruki actually stayed and considered. He was already so sick of his life, he didn't have much care for what he did anymore. He paid for it with what money he had in his pocket and instantly went home. Considering that it was his first time, when he tried it, it completely messed with his senses. It honestly scared him, but at the same time, he liked it, it almost allowed him to get away from his life, even if it was momentary. He started doing it more and more regularly until he started to spend a good deal of the money he was given on it. Now he simply keeps to his lifestyle of getting messed up on drugs and wandering aimlessly around L.A. The only real contact he has with his parents is when his mother sends him money, and even that is limited. He would wonder what the future had in store for him if he thought that there was any good in it, or if he cared about his future at all.

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