CIVILIAN, TAMI EDGAR

Tami Edgar

Social-Butterfly, Open-minded, Bad Loser

TamTam

Fifteen

29 March 1998

Female

Heterosexual

Civilian

7th Grade of Middle School

Personality

Social puppy 

Tami looks really sweet and cute and those looks just match her personality. The girl has no fear in approaching strangers on street or wherever that person may be. It happened more than once that she bothered people who were busy with either working or spacing in their own world. Of course she would sometimes get the annoyed look but for some reason they warm up with some chitchatting. How can you stay angry when it comes only from one side? Tami will ramble a lot of nonsense. It happens often that she can't come out of her words because either she talks too fast or she doesn't know the right words. Her English is a weak point although it's her mother language. Luckily her vocabulary has grown a lot ever since because of Oswaeld and school. How social Tami may be, she had times words would not come out of her throat. Most of the time because she didn't know how to express herself or what to say. Catching her off guard is rare but the girl can get confused or panicky with depressing or sad people around. Especially when cheering up doesn't seem to work. Tami gets easily along with someone’s mood so when she gets close with happy people she herself will be happy or vice versa. Because of this Oswaeld often tried her to encourage her choosing friends with care. Although she got a nice bunch of friends Tami will always be open for new ones. As long as she finds them nice and they are good for her she'll accept them. 

Open minded 

The Edgar family lived a very open and multicultural life. So when Tami came into the house she would get this same kind of attitude. Because her father never gave her anything else than a notebook Oswaeld exposed her to many different toys, foods and music. When the time was there they would go to musicals, little festivals and other activities to see what would suit Tami's taste. Besides potential hobbies and cultures she went to church, mosques and got to interact with other religions. Through all these experience Tami got little prejudices and is willing to try out different things. With that said she often changes interests to keep her entertained, though she has a handful of interests she sticks with and practice them till she's satisfied with her own skill. 

Bad loser 

She'll try to keep everything friendly and remember it's just a game. Just know this girl is a bad loser and will at least pout and being sulky over her loss. Tami really doesn't like to lose. This may be triggered because winning makes her feel confident. When she loses she would associate it with failing which makes her unsure and unbalanced. A nasty feeling in her eyes. Losing can result in two things. Tami will either give up or will challenge it with furry hotter than hell. The latter is the best for her because she will get excited and enthusiastic, determined to win or conquer whatever it takes. However the first is most likely to happen. Challenges she likes only when it is something interesting or fun. With things like school, especially her bad subjects (maths, languages) she will rather give up than feeling uncomfortable. In her stubborn state little can trigger her to do something she does not like and will not do anything to change it. This will make her life harder on long-term if she doesn't adjust this bad trait. Luckily she's still young.

Lineage

Though nobody ever tracked it down and with lack of official records, Tami's is probably born in Engeland. She speaks middle school niveau English and no other languages are appropriate yet.

History

For the world Tami didn't exist till the girl was 10 years old. Little does she remember of this time, details are blurry and images faded. Just as like the world, Tami's life started when she was 10 years old. Sleeping in a white bed with coloured walls and the smell of disinfectant. 10 Years ago a woman gave birth to a little child. One year later that same woman would die from a infection. A man and a baby girl were left behind. Unable to cope with the big loss the man would fall in despair, dragging the kid with his misfortune. At the same time the man was too weak to make a end to his own life nor let the kid die, out of fear for his passed away wife. Tami was the Queen of a world of grey and brown. It was always dark with the dim light of the sun making a exception. Her world was small and the only one who lived there were her stuffed lion and herself. Her sceptre was a coloured pencil and her crown a folded paper head made from failed drawings. In her world there was one visitor called Daddy. And like how magic kept her world little, just like it made her stay in this world of grey so would Daddy come only in magic hour. Every day, though the girl wasn't aware what was day or night, she could somewhat sense when the hour came close, the man would appear. He had long greasy hair, he smelled to something sharp and stinky and the clothes would hang over his body. In a way they looked the same, or that was how the girl thought. She never had seen herself in a mirror so she could only guess by touching her face and inspect her own green strands. When Daddy was visiting her kingdom she would listen to his stories. In good days he would answer questions, on bad days he would start screaming and it would rain in her little world. When Daddy was gone the girl would repeat his stories in her head. They were about the scary outside world which was filled with monsters. About her fortune being inside her kingdom safe and sound. Protected by her Daddy. For another 8 years she would keep repeating the same things over and over again. Her world became darker with the day, till the door of her world collapsed and the monsters invaded. That day her kingdom had fallen. 

''...The police invaded a man's house in suspicion the man is a mass drugs dealer. When the police got into the house they found weapons and drugs hidden in different places. However this isn't the only thing they found. Police reported that they found a 10 year old girl in one of the locked rooms. The girl would be in a terrible state,she was far underweight and dehydrated. The unknown girl is immediately brought to ICU for inspection. The man, who is confirmed to be the father of the girl, has been arrested...''

It took the doctors many sweatdrops and stressed sighs till Tami was finally called stable. The girl was in delusional state and the doctors were sure the girl got neglected in several ways. So could the girl barely speak English, she wasn't potty trained and missed important nutrition. When the shock somewhat toned down within the girls mind things became harder. She didn't want any human being near her. Doctors couldn't approach Tami as she struggled against attempts to help. Seeing no other option they drugged her by time she needed treatment but the doctors knew they couldn't continue drugging her as it would could make permanent damage. Around a week full of failed attempts some doctors already gave up on the case. Saying that she should be made stable and transported to a mental institute. A failed case. Another man walked in on magic hour. It was not Daddy. He was younger, he smelled like soap. In first reaction Tami wanted to scare the man away but he was different. Only good people came on magic hour. For the first time she would not fight and got her medicine willingly. Doctors were stunned and putted the young doctor on the case. Having him as a personal doctor he would check on her many times a day. First only in magic hour (it took him awhile before he figured out about the hour) and when time passed by and trust was build she began to open up. And like the ball was rolling once she had fully trusted Os so were the other doctors less scary. The world began to grow and Daddy slowly began to blur and fade in the darkness.

For another year the hospital was like her home. Though Tami was sent to a orphanage when she could physcally manage, the girl still had to stay over for check ups and mental treatment. By now the girl knew most staff and they knew her. Oswaeld may not her doctor anymore for months but the first thing she would do is searching for the older man. In their time as patient and doctor the the two had become very close to the point you could call it inprofessional. Although some may have chosen differently Os decided to keep the girl in sight. A month later Tami was officially called Tami Edgar.

Within her new family Tami was well received. In times Os was busy she could stay with his parents or sister for the day. On more relaxed days she would go out with Os or whoever wanted to tag along. For the first time the girl went to a school, a special one cause her education was below that of her age. Finally Tami could say she felt at home. Life had been laughing with her ever since.

Oswaeld's Notes

"..I think I'm following a dangerous path as doctor. In college we had once this discussion about how close you can get with a patient before crossing the line. This imaginal line, I think I'm dangerously close. I blame it on the fact that she boost my confidence. Surrounded by superiors, I can't help but feel nervous and intimated at some point. Maybe I got more confidence but now I'm thinking about I know that Tami eases my mind, she can take my mind away from the workload with simply smiling. Is this how my sister felt when I was younger? Hahaha, no probably not after I kidnapped her dolls or scared her boyfriends. Tomorrow will be busy. Sleepy but I busted myself smiling while writing."

"...visted my parents. My mom is getting older, she asked if I got a girlfriend. Or in her attempt to be classic old fashioned "seeing someone?" Thank God I did just put down my coffee, otherwise it would have been spilled over the table like you see in movies. I asked her why she tried to give me a heartattack. Seems like I got more smily these days. Busted. Again I blame Tami for making my mother think like this. When I'm at work I should ger her something sweet. I can write and state here that Tami is not a lover. Hell no I should be mental ill if those thoughts lingered in my mind. See I got goosebumps. I admit I see the day when she is not in my care, or in the hospital at all, becoming a dark one. When I told my parents her story they were worried for both me and her. They too see the line I'm facing..."

"..I feel totally shaky. Letting her meet my family was more nervewrecking than introducing a girlfriend. Probably girlfriends are not permanent till the day you marry her.. Bless her, Tami did great. If I don't look out for her my sister may try to eat her. Tami Edgar, it has a nice ring. Am I too happy? My cheeks are hurting. She totally wrapped everyone on her finger. Next thing will be school. I wonder, could I be called a Dad now or just a older brother? Both terms make facemuscle hurt.. I should stop smiling."

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