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Post by KYU-SIK MOON on Jun 4, 2014 22:59:48 GMT -8
I will not fall, once more I'm called. Time comes for all...
June 22nd
tag | Donovan
words | 307 | Kyu-Sik had given just a simple kiss, and far from an excellent one. He hadn’t at all been expecting the return he got. His body tensed at first, wanting to react to what was happening but finding himself overwhelmed. It wasn’t too fast, no, but he had never been close to anyone in the same way. Not in his current life, nor what he remembered of his past one. He wouldn’t have said it to anyone other than the man kissing him, but he enjoyed the warmth of his lips against his own. Their kiss on the beach had been innocent and simple, just as a proper first kiss should have been. Now, though, it was painfully clear that Donovan was much more experienced than himself.
“Donovan…” He started in a weak protest when the kisses ran along his jaw line, but he fell silent. Rather than try to back away, a hand found it’s way to Donovan’s curls. A part of him had always envied those curls as opposed to his own straight black hair, enjoying the texture of them in between his fingers.
His heart was pounding by the time Donovan finally broke their kiss, his own breath trying to regulate itself. He felt the top button of his shirt being undone, not having to look down to know what the other man was doing. “I love you,” he answered gently, though with a certainty. What he was uncertain about was how far this should’ve gone in their current state. The only thing he knew for sure was that he did love him and wouldn’t regret whatever happened between them. “But I’ve never—“ Kyu-Sik started, but felt he didn’t need to finish the statement. He trusted that Donovan knew. His eyes turned away for a moment as if embarrassed to even make assumptions. |
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Post by DONOVAN SHEPHERD on Jun 15, 2014 21:25:18 GMT -8
HOLD YOUR BREATH AND COUNT TO TEN Maybe he was shameless in his desperation to eliminate any spaces between them, curling closer and slipping limbs in wherever they fit. It was a bit too easy to get carried away in his attempt to escape his unpleasant reality, to feel good again. Alive. The fingers in his hair drew out a tiny whimper, reveling in the slight but noticeable change in the other man's breathing between kisses- it was just enough to blur out the nightmares that lurked whenever he closed his eyes. Gave him something to latch onto, quite literally as he gripped loosely at the soft cotton of the man's shirt. But maybe it wasn't fair to get his comfort at the other's expense, and Donovan breathed out slowly to restrain himself, toying with the next button down instead of going any further. He hadn't been faced with this situation before, could barely even remember his own shy fumbling of his first kisses and more. He'd been aware of Kyu-Sik's lack of previous relationships and assumed the lack of experience as well. It hadn't bothered him, but he failed to consider what hesitations that might cause on the other end, especially when Kyu-Sik wasn't somebody he associated with doubts. "I know. If you need me to stop," he promised, cupping Kyu-Sik's jaw and tracing his thumb along the line of it affectionately. "We don't have to do anything you're not comfortable with." With the unfamiliar responsibility of just how far he should take this, Donovan's confidence in his judgment wavered, withdrawing his hand and unable to hide his own uncertain frown. It was difficult to be reassuring when his own fingers were still trembling from an undercurrent of fear, trying to forget his own mess of worries. WORDS:### TAGS:Kyu-Sik NOTES:
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Post by KYU-SIK MOON on Jun 16, 2014 21:14:39 GMT -8
I will not fall, once more I'm called. Time comes for all...
June 22nd
tag | Donovan
words | 417 | The hand cupping his jaw brought his eyes back up to Donovan’s. His own uncertainty had clearly brought out the same in the other man. He felt a bit guilty, but it couldn’t be helped. Some caution before jumping straight into anything seemed wise all things considered. He was concerned for Donovan’s emotional wellbeing, as well as his own nervousness about how very little he knew about physical romance. In the shallow explorations of his own sexuality, this wasn’t what he imagined for his first time. A relationship was never something that he actively sought, but he still had figured that maybe he’d meet a nice girl in New York a few years down the road. Now, here, he was with another man, sitting entwined on a mattress on the floor of an empty apartment. It could have even been the middle of the day. He still hadn’t checked the time.
Perhaps it was the imagery of it all in his head, perhaps it was the reassurance that did come with Donovan’s promise. Either way, a soft smile had slowly formed itself on his face as he looked into Donovan’s eyes. If they needed to stop, then they could. That was a simple solution to something he was overcomplicating in his head. There was that understanding between them on top of everything else, a mutual trust that he found the most comfort in after not being entirely certain where they stood with each other the night before.
Kyu-Sik’s hand was still in the other man’s hair, gently playing with some of the curls idly during the moment he fell silent again. He let it stay there, unsure of how to proceed. However, he decided to take a leap and just trust Donovan to guide him a bit when needed. There was a faint nervous swallow before he closed his eyes and leaned his forehead against Donovan’s. “Yes. Alright.” This was okay. It was more than okay. If nothing else, his underlying desires could be read in the fingertips of his free hand as they trailed against Donovan’s back. “Just tell me if I’m doing something wrong,” he joked, though hoped for the communication. Words could be left there for now. He tilted his forehead away, but then left another kiss on Donovan’s lips. It was more relaxed than when he began, and it was certainly a kiss to encourage more of something. His own hands slipped away just long enough to help unbutton his shirt. |
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Post by DONOVAN SHEPHERD on Jun 17, 2014 21:21:31 GMT -8
HOLD YOUR BREATH AND COUNT TO TEN A pleased hum replaced any verbal attempt to further reassure Kyu-Sik, abandoning words when his mouth could be put to much better use as the man's lips found his again. Permission granted and trusting the other wasn't only doing so to appease him, Donovan wasted little time helping remove the shirt, openly appreciate the exposed skin underneath. Smooth under the brush of his fingertips, a different shade of pale than his own. He'd never really restricted himself to having a particular type, not that he pursued much at all anymore, but he decided somewhere along the way between awkward dinners and making a fool of himself that the other man was precisely what he liked- down to the movement of his throat as he swallowed. Donovan swallowed roughly in return. With lips exploring the dip between Kyu-Sik's clavicles, it no longer mattered who either of them were in this life or any previous- whether it was fate or accident that pushed them together or wished to tear them apart. Even the events of the night before hardly mattered beyond what feelings it had forcefully exposed, almost glad that it happened despite it awakening more than just love confessions. He couldn't be certain in his identity anymore, who he was or what he was to be, muddled in insignificance and insecurities and looming failures. The future held little promise, but he never had any expectation of such. So Donovan took his time to fully enjoy every inch of Kyu-Sik's bare chest pressed solidly against his own as he straddled his lap, because he could be certain of one thing. Kyu-Sik loved him. Fear wasn't going to ruin the one good thing he had left. The sheet that had been providing him what little modesty he'd been clinging to had been forgotten in a heap at the edge of the mattress, skin already taking on a light sheen of sweat from the growing warmth in his body. WORDS:### TAGS:Kyu-Sik NOTES:
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Post by KYU-SIK MOON on Jun 18, 2014 20:18:12 GMT -8
I will not fall, once more I'm called. Time comes for all...
June 22nd
tag | Donovan
words | 320 | Kyu-Sik tossed the shirt aside once it was unbuttoned and slipped off his shoulders. He thought perhaps removing the layer of clothing would be cooling, but he was still warm. Especially with the other man against him. Nervous still also, absolutely, but he tried to relax himself despite the unfamiliar kisses and touches. As new as it all was, it wasn’t as if it was a bad sort of new. The redness in his cheeks was far from fading, but he welcomed every touch. He really hadn’t imagined being so close or feeling so close to someone. Not like they were now, for better or worse in their situation.
A slow breath escaped his lips, his own hands finally returning to the other male. While Donovan spent time exploring his bare chest, his own hands roamed his back with fond caresses. By the time Donovan was straddling his lap, they had found their way to the man’s hips, pulling them closer before he could even really think about what he was doing. Even after he realized it, he didn’t stop. However, one hand did return to his back to keep him close against his chest as well.
He leaned his head into the crook of Donovan’s neck to leave his own slow trail of kisses there. The more he let go of his initial inhibitions, the easier it was. Any concept of time was absent from his mind for the first time in a very long while. Instead, he just slowly enjoyed the warmth, even the taste of the other man’s skin. He moved a hand behind him to double check the space, and then it eased the way as he leaned back against the mattress, one arm still latched around the other man to pull him down as well. Then he reached for the button of his trousers that were already growing uncomfortable with the heat amongst other reasons.
(AND THEN FADE TO BLACK HERE BECAUSE IT’S PROBOARDS AND NO ONE NEEDS THE REST OF THIS USE YOUR IMAGINATION YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENED OKAY.) |
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